In the beginning of our twelve month expedition, we
were fuelled by our want to win; However, I was very sure that I wanted to take
the peaceful route and be as kind as possible to the natives. Kylie and I
decided that we were going to only push the natives when necessary, but Tristam
wasn’t on board with that idea. When we would hit a rough patch, early on,
Tristam was very forward with the idea that we should push the natives for
resources but Kylie and I fought for peace.There was a lot of conflict between
Tristam and I, because we were both very strong in our opinions, and even though
I am a lamb and he is a lion, he gave
into my strive for peace. This did not last long because I had to face the
reality of the situation, if we wanted to win, we needed to assert our
dominance and use our hostility.
As the game went on, Kylie and I had to
surrender our idea of peace, because we were scrambling to stay alive. We started
pushing the natives more for resources so that we could stay alive, which was
not the my intentions from the start. We got greedy. We were no longer being
hostile to the natives because it was life or death, we were doing it because
we wanted to win and have the most profit. By the end we had plentiful
resources and we were alive, but there was definitely major hostility with the
natives. I am not proud of the way I gave in, because I was sure that we would
be able to get through with peace and kindness.
This card challenge was very eye opening about
colonialism. I very much view myself as a kind person, and I didn’t think that I
would sacrifice their well being for me to profit, but alas, I did. It shows
that the pressure of the situation, not wanting to die, and the pressure of
your peers, Tristam, can really alter your motives. I wanted to start of
creating a relationship with the natives, rather than adding all of this
hostility that wasn’t necessary.
Often we read books like Things Fall Apart and we are
appalled by the actions that settlers take, but this card game has shown me
that we would act the exact same way if put into that position. Even people
like me and Kylie, who genuinely want to be as peaceful as possible, succumb to
the want to win and be plentiful.
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